I find myself laughing uncontrollably while simultaneously dying on the inside.
Doing deep “identity-level” inner work, and shadow transmutation, is by far the most disorienting, liberating, painful, humorous, hopeful and simultaneously hopeless inner experience that I have ever felt.
It is rich with range… and full of paradox. Can anyone else relate?
I feel a greater sense of equanimity and peace and levity, as well as a greater sense of self-awareness and self-trust. While simultaenously feeling the walls caving in, as I see that this is the water I swim in, and the task at hand here for me feels HUGE.
Useful tools that have aided me in my self-inquiry and growth:
-Enneagram Exploration (gifts, shadow, passions, virtues, wings, etc)
-Heightened Emotional Awareness
-Self-Awareness of Overlapping Patterns
-Consciousness
-Great Coaches And Guides To Hold Space, Guide, And Allow for Massive Breakthroughs and Transmutations
In addition to living in a state of endless self-inquiry (one of the many gifts and vices), as well as working with many profound healers and coaches, I also just signed up for a 10-week deep-dive course on the Enneagram with Russ Hudson (one of the founders), where I’ll be diving into the passions and virtues of each of the 9 personality types.
Excited to bring the culmination of all this inner work out into the world more fully through my personal brand website, while I continue to go even deeper within myself. With even more tact, precision and grace.
If you’re interested in diving deep into your inner world, and permanently shifting things on an identity level, feel free to reach out to me to talk more. Otherwise I’ll just be working with my relationship coaching clients in my main company. Which is fun too. But nowhere near as fun as working with amazing beings like you